Constant Battle

She’s got dark spaces

In between the rays of light

Hiding

Seeping through

Fighting to take control

Whispers Of The Wind

I am like a falcon

Soaring in circles

Aware of my ability to fly

Yet lacking knowledge in which direction I should go

& so I circle

Waiting for the wind

To call out

Follow me

Too Much Love

I always love them more than they love me

They also say I‘m too much

The fire of my passion burns too hot

The love of my heart is too overwhelming; for them

The broken, the hurt, the “unloveable”

But I always see their potential

I know their hearts purest intentions

I know they are made to love

And so I try to show them

I always love them more than they love themselves

I realIze that is where I fail

The fire of my passionate heart is too hot for them to stay around

The love I pour into their hearts is too overwhelming

The broken, the hurt, the “unloveable”

Start to see the potential I always saw

They forget their hearts purest intentions

They forget they are made to love

They forget I tried to show them

I always love them more than they love me

I always love them more than they love themselves

I always loved them more than I loved me

I always loved them more than I loved myself

I was one of them

I know their pain

I was trying to heal myself by helping them heal

They caused me so much pain while I tried to love them

That pain helped me in the end

I no longer am broken

I no longer am hurt

I no longer am “unloveable”

I realize I have always had all the pieces I needed

I was always able to heal myself

I have never stopped being love

I thank them for teaching me my lesson

I will always love them more than they love me

Modern Day Mother Goose Tale

She sat

And she waited

As patiently as she could

And you played with her heart

Because you knew that she would

And when her patience would thin

You’d let her back in

But not for too long or for good

You were playing head games

At last, She understood

So finally she got tired

And left you alone

Just like she knew that she should

Detoxing

We both know that we are toxic for eachother

And I can’t be friends if we can’t be lovers

My last picture of you is half your face under the covers

You know my love for you is like that of only a mothers

But we just can’t be together

I thought because years had went by we would be better

But we both know that we are toxic for eachother

No More Boo

I gave up on you

But I didn’t give up on us

I held on to the memories

The many endless possibilities

All of what could be

But then I remembered

YOU turned your back on ME

& our love was no longer alive

It just hung around ghostly

Haunting me, possessively

Not allowing me to let go

Forcing me to hold on longer than I wanted to

Until I just said “NO!”

I deserve better

So much better than your haunted love

A Safe Place

Ocean waves crashing
Into the corners of my mind
Echos in the open space
Rock back & forth
I’ve found my peace of mind

If You’d Only Let Me

It seems
I’ve fallen in love with your insides
All the beautiful broken pieces
That make you whole
And although I know somewhere there’s a hole or two
I’m more than willing to help you find it and fix it
I’m not too sure if I’m able, but where there’s a will there’s a way

And I want to find that way
Because I feel like you help me find the missing pieces of me
And I would love to return the favor
I would love to hold you
I would love to hug you
I would love to love you

Outlandish

I am the butterfly
flying over concrete
Searching for something
that isn’t there

Laugh At Your Misfortunes

Laugh at your misfortunes.
It won’t make them go away but you will feel better.
Laugh at your misfortunes,
Because at least you’re smiling even if you don’t feel clever.
Laugh at your misfortunes,
It’s a lot more cheerful than crying.
Laugh at your misfortunes,
Because when you do negativity is dying.

Laugh at the bad things,
It’s easier that way to turn them into good.
Laugh at everything,
Because you should always laugh while you still could.

If you’re not laughing, to me you aren’t living.
So laugh at your misfortunes & find the funny in the misfortune you are given.

Hoarder

I tend to hold on to things longer than necessary.

Maybe because, when I was younger I didn’t know if anything would stay.

Every time you came,

You’d go away.

Late at night in bed alone

I would pray.

Please come home,

I would send mind messages to you.

But you never got them,

The message never got thru.

And you never came home.