You were the Stitch to my Lelo.
But then you got lost & went missing like Nemo.
I was blinded by love,
but I still can’t see tho.
Said you gave me your heart,
guess it got repo’d.
Wish we could go back to the future of our love,
I’m hoping for a sequel.
But no western,
I know you hate that.
Where did our love go?
I want it back.
I want to love you
so utterly and whole
But I, myself, am in pieces
And here I am trying to put myself back together
But I need some help
I need some help, and sometimes
Yes, I gave you an ultimatum.
If anyone ever said you weren’t worthy of my time, energy or love I would debate them.
Tell them they don’t know you like I know you
Or how I thought I knew you.
I mean I know I can get a little crazy
But you got a couple screws loose too.
I “was being petty”.
But that ain’t mean you had to turn your back on me.
What happen to enlightenment,
You know deep thought provoking Socrates…
Why was I acting out?
Could I have a need or want for your attention?
Maybe I’m yearning for your love,
Feeling like some times it turns up missing.
Where would I find it?
Where could I look?
Because more times than not
You’re like a phone off the hook.
And all I get is a busy signal
You hit me with a whole Rigmarole.
What am I supposed to feel like
Besides that you want to let me go?
My cries fall on deaf ears
You cannot comprehend my anguish my pain, my hurt
Even if it is you which caused it
I must let it go
this I know, yet can’t seem to do
Some part of me feels if I let it go
then I’ll let go of you too You, the one I want nothing more than to hold onto
But you’re dumbfounded at the emotions that I show
for you it’s far too easy to let go Because you never really hold on to begin with.
Keep your sweet molasses words to yourself.
I don’t like the salty aftertaste they leave in my mouth.
For I have a hunger that your spoken honey cannot satisfy.
What I crave is substance & that seems to be
Something you can’t give me.
Don’t deny my love for you
Why are you doing this?
What happened to you loving me?
What did I do to deserve this?
I have done nothing but try to bring out the best in you,
But you were too blind to see.
Everything you have in you
Is what I have in me.
I turned my back on you
Sometimes I felt you did the same
You know I’ll never forget you
Even if I can’t recall your name
You always been there for me
Even if only in my heart
You know your the one I always want
Even if we are apart
Whether the sun is shining
Or the moon is in the sky
You know what it is, my sweet love
It is only you and I
Doesn’t matter who I’m with
Doesn’t matter where I’m at
We both know my heart is yours
And to you my mind goes drifting back
You’re the only one I want
You’re the only one I need
When you were young,
did you sleep only with the closet door closed because you thought the monsters would get you if you didn’t?
Well now that I’m older I sleep with the door open & I hope that it if the monsters do come they’ll take me with them.
Please don’t say I love you.
Don’t say I care about you.
Don’t utter any words that can disillusion my thoughts & get my heart beating faster with joy.
Don’t try to soothe my tormented soul
With words of longing and understanding.
Don’t requite my love if you aren’t quite sure
Don’t give me a taste of something sweet and then leave me wanting more
Your honey words satisfy my tongue but leave my stomach hungry
I fall so deeply, stuck in your sticky web
Your sweet words they entrap me.
Dark limbs reach out above me,
but past them I see the glimmer of lights.
I can never seem to reach them though,
try as I might.
But I know one day,
one day, I’ll make it
& in the stars I’ll sit.
One day I won’t just be dreaming.
I know it’ll happen one day.
So I keep on believing.
I’m down on my knees
Begging for forgiveness
Don’t turn your back on me
I need this
Purify my heart
Purify my soul
Take all my broken pieces
And make me whole
I have no where to turn
I have no where to go
I need a sign from you
To let me know
You’re here for me
You’ll be there for me
You’ll lead me to the light
Even when I can’t see
I’m so tired of walking blindly